Whatever happens we’ll still go to Bff’s debut and yes, the storm can’t stop us either. Brought our semi-formal dress going to Bff’s house because it’s hard to commute while in that attire haha.

I just want to share all my happiness after I met this girl. I just want to tell some stories which can show that our friendship is really deep and having this saying “It’s not how long the relationship that counts it’s the moments that you’re together” is definitely correct.

On the day that I met this girl there’s no feeling that we will be close because she’s quiet, nerd and the thing that wanted to do is study just study. She doesn’t really talk like sharing some personal thoughts of this and that. Maybe if you’ll ask her something she’ll just answer a word or two and that’s the end of the discussion. At first I thought she’s a rich kid which is an anti-social one hahaha. This girl which has a personality which is completely opposite than what I have.

We we’re cwts-mates and I think this one’s really made us closer for we talk some sort of civil services hahaha. The thing with the kid that we taught and more.

Going deeper to our conversation I discovered that we’re both not qualified for our first choice course which is accounting (including sheena and I forgot some haha) which made me quite comfortable to talk with because I can say all my bitterness to the one who decided which pace I should take, I mean us, or even the university/college itself haha (dami kong issue noh haha). 

And then as days pass by, I get her number so that we can talk landline haha (para mahaba haba ang usapan at walang bayad ohaoha). And then we talk studies shizz, politics, culture (wow ang lalim) and best of all silly things which make us laugh until we cry like there’s no tomorrow (ung tipong ang hirap ng huminga haha). 

Also the karaoke moments (parang trip kong magganito paggising natin ah haha) with block 4 hahaha. And then the shifting happens which something gave me a little blessing to get closer to this girl and to the other b4, also gaining more friends unfortunately degraded to studies and impression but haha nevermind.

Now that you’re already 18, I’m proud of you because you’re now a lady and LEGAL NG LUMANDI HAHAHA ayyy hindi pa pala sorry haha. Also I wanna thank you and your family for what you have done to me haha. To the moments that I really need someone to talk with through phone, you’re always there. To the good times and bad times. You lift me up including our b4 friends. When I celebrated my birthday we had an awesome karaoke time in your house, thank you for real. For teaching me in statistics and probability (queen of statistics kasi eh haha). To the libre’s and utang’s (ansaveeeeeh). And of course to gantso’s hahaha.

I really really wish you a Happy Happy borthday and more birthdays to come. Hope that you’ll be successful someday whatever pace it is (to be an engineer or accountant if ever). Long live to your family also who is always there for you with no expiration date. Also thank you to your mother and father for making you (this one’s serious). And more DL’s to come oha oha nakanuks nemen.

I just can’t say it all here. Our friendship is already an evidence that I love you and thankful for everything. Again, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY COLLEGE BFF :DDDD

College isn’t really easy at all but with those people who really love you back, it somehow lessen the burden and hurt that I’m feeling everytime I remember the day that I received this, this life.

That day, when I woke up early to line up and pay all the necessary payments for my college. The day that I’m so excited for I will start my new life which is really helpful for my future circumstances.

I’m done with the step 1 and so on and the thing that I have to do is to wait for my name to be called and I’ll receive the Reg Form including the classcards. “Tribo, Roniel”. I can’t be wrong for it’s my name bohaha. *Received my Reg From*. That moment, I wanted to shout, brag, crumple those papers, blame the person who gave to me those ugh. Course: BS ECE. OKAY. Primarily, i’m not good in writing and most especially drawing for I have poor hands. Secondly, I’m not good in math and I think it’s my waterloo. Lastly, it’s not my passion, solving those math equations and searching for values of letters inside that long problems is not my past time. I want accountancy, I want accountancy. I texted my cousin, I even wanted to say VULGAR WORDS but yea I have ethics, I bought it at the department store. Ate called me up.

Hello! Anong nangyari?

Ate ano ba tong nakalagay sa Reg Form ko, bakit BS ECE, may trigo ekek pa rito tapos may drawing pa eh alam mo namang hindi ako magaling dun, ung paggawa ng puno ang sabi mo pa nga ribbon un. Anong gagawin ko nakakainis. (halos mangiyak ngiyak na ako habang nagsasalita ako kay ate, kulang na lang tumulo luha ko sa inis at dismaya na nararamdaman ko, i’ve been a failure since then and getting what I really wanted is like asymtotic to my future)

Sinabi niya kay nanay

Oh eto, sabi ni nanay may kakilala raw siya dyan, puntahan mo raw, tawagan ko muna para sabihan siya na lalapitan mo siya. Andun siya sa >banggit ng lugar, suot at pangalan ng tao<.

Sige Sige (I really don’t know what to do that time, BV crap)

Approaches the man.

Sir, ako po kasi ung ekekblahblah. Itatanong ko lang po kung pwede po ba ito palitan. (turo sa course)

He said this straight to my face.

Wala na tayong magagawa dyan, kung gusto mo ng ganyang course magshift ka agad after ng 1 year at matutulungan kita basta maganda grades mo.

I was stunned and my world stoped revolving. I said to myself that it’s the end of the world. PItty me, YES, PItty me for getting this course.

I just said. Thank You na lang po (head bowed).

There was a reunion that time with my high school friends. They definitely got what course they wanted, management, pre-med and so forth. They asked me my course, I just showed my Reg Form and said nothing, only up-down and sideways head answer movements.

It’s easy for that man to say those few words without seeing and knowing what could probably happen to me after taking the ECE subjects against Accountancy subjects. Comparing the two was like, woooooaaaa, ang laki ng hahabulin ko, mamamatay ata ako.

I’m not angry to PLM and I don’t have the right to blame them for what is happening to me. I just wanted to know, how they know if the student has this capability of taking the degree or not, If there’s this quota then why there are students in Accountancy which are Recon and me who’s not fell on my 2nd choice course?

These are my unanswered question and I think no one can answer this. Well, I think PLM is a reflection of what is with our government now. Just like during the CWTS payment thingy, someone approached me and said “Kuya pasingitin na natin to ah 1 lang naman siya (sabay pakita ng ID na PLM official daw siya)” ang galing noh?

I can feel now that there’s a non-compability with my course and me. That numbers are really not my field. I even wanted to shift to Electrical, to MassCom, to whatever, although I really wanted Accountancy.

I hate this post because it’s just a piece of shit. It just contains all my blahblah with my life now. Until now I think I’m not happy with my life. With these things in my life I even blame God for this. I always tell to him that. I’m praising you more than others do. I know you and do this things not only for me and for my family but for humanity. I don’t even step on other’s reputation. I talk to you often. Why you’re doing this to me. I’m so much far from my favorite course. Why? Why?

Good thing my friends are always by my side. They always lift me up but sometimes it doesn’t help at all haha. It’s very hard to pretend you’re okay when inside you there’s a thorn. Things go this way, life’s unfair, the least thing that I can do is to sway with its music. ~Sigh. Thank You Friends, Thank You People, You know who you are. I Love You All.

Kudos~

Really tired after tons of exams and some were actually surprises and “the person” keep on saying that “sinabi ko sa inyo may quiz eh” hahaha. Although i’m tired and wanted to sleep i’ll just update this and promise will go to sleep after (ows? haha). All the things written here are just rants from the issues that i heard from tv or radio and seen on the newspaper, wait don’t take it too much, i don’t often read newspaper.

everything really changes and like my professor told regarding climate change  “we can’t prevent or stop climate change, what we have to do is to adapt to it”. Exactly, just like the people who are saying “ano ba yang billboard na yan, ang laswa, dapat nga tanggalin yan, tingnan mo nakabrief at nakapanty lang oh”. With that quotation i think many people in the modelling industry will be threatened and soon will be unemployed. Hindi siya malaswa, it just happen that they’re endorsing a product which we need for our hygenic purposes and just like any product it somehow upgrades resulting to a sophisticated one and should be endorsed according to its usage. kung hindi sila magpapakita ng nakabrief lang para makita ung fitting nung products sa katawan natin anong paraan ang dapat nila gawin para i-endorse ang product? Sagot nung ininterview “hawakan na lang nila tapos picturan sila ng hindi nakahubad”. Huwaw edi sana nag-endorsed na lang sila ng tissue at nakalolokong magproduced ka ng product na ang pag-eendorsed ay wala man lang “sense of art”. Sometimes the tradition mentality of the Filipinos doesn’t result into a better life. Sometimes it makes us hypocrite or downgrade for the fact that things changes just like us and many factors should include, a simple example is art like the sense of art. They say it’s annoying for many who pass by the said billboard and may lead to accidents. I remember my professor who keeps on telling stories to us and has a dialogue of this “they just told you half of the story, people have free will”. Maybe this is one thing that those people, who experienced accident because of the attractive? billboards, that if they don’t want to be at risk, well they choose to put their eyes on the road rather than focusing on their hormones, wew. And besides, if un-hot-people will endorsed underwears, maybe it’s more accident prone because many Filipinos can’t immediately get-over from laughing including me hahaha. so much for this and I hope this problem will solve or resolve into a better one.

Another thing is that, sorry i think many would hate me for doing this haha, i really don’t know what’s with planking and made it a big thing for some. i mean, well, sometimes i just call them “kulang sa pansin” because others are doing it in public and the more the people who are seeing them the more confidence that they earn, huh? now here comes owling, try to do it at the peak of mount everest or mayon volcano.

I’m actually pro “think before you click” if i’m not mistake which is the program of channel 7? (correct me if i’m wrong). I believe that even many of us are experiencing TOTAL FREEDOM of using internet or web, it doesn’t mean that we can say anything that we want and don’t care what others will feel. I believe that things have their own places. R-E-S-P-E-C-T is the right term for this agenda. People including me sometimes lack this, using “sorry to say” or “if you may” would be a great help for much better understanding world. Yes having a World Peace is like waiting for a person to fly using its bare arms but it could also be math problems, there’s always a solution.

This is an epic fail day. My school hours ended with a boom receiving a failing grade in Dif Eq. It feels so empty and it’s really really difficult of coping with the subject. errrr. I don’t know what to do, I don’t even have 2nd resort, I don’t know what to accomplish, to focus and stuff. I’m idiot, yes I am, I’m stupid and dumb, also brain empty. errrr. But I have to keep moving forward, I know somebody will help, I hope I could also repay all the things that He did and is doing to me. I wanna cry but I should stand up and face things as if it doesn’t make me down. I can do this. I just want to share this for me to move on and forget about it. I’ll make a new start after this, I can’t promise but I’ll try. GO!

3 hours of sleep due to the backbone-breaking problem set that hasn’t finished because it’s impossible to finish in 3 days for we also have other subject’s assignment to accomplish. After fixing my bed and mosquito net (yes, I can’t sleep without this), I went straight to the bathroom with my towel to take a shower. The water awakens my sleeping soul which helps me to finish my breakfast fast. 6:45 when I came to waiting line of jeepneys going to Pier. Unfortunately, the line was long so I have to wait for about 15 mins for another jeepney to come plus 10 mins transportation from Paco to Pier. Hot, noisy, quite dirty and unpleasant smell, that’s the ambiance in the said place but I get used to it.

At long last, I’m at school and I came earlier than my professor bohaha. Fast forward. after my 2nd subject which is my 2nd break my blockmates decided to search for a vacant room somewhere in GV, since all rooms have classes we tried GCA and yea, there’s an aircon room for us with of course architecture students. I don’t know who came first if it’s my blockmate or them and i don’t care whoever. We we’re many and they were only 2 when we get in. I decided to work near the aircon: seating like a King, writing like a CEO (huh?). The aircon is directed to me. Then suddenly this group of architecture students fix (or should I say re-fix) the aircon and yes infavor to them. That’s selfishness, what I did is accumulation with respect to the aircon tsk. Enough of that, I’m quite contented of the room’s temperature whatever the angle of the aircon is. What gets into my nerve is that they don’t care if they bumped the table and someone’s writing, I know it doesn’t show MEAN-ness but HELL-o, it’s a repetitive action which makes my paper quite dirty for some erasures, damn. Fast forward. Yehey, I’m done with the 3rd paper, for me to have a clean and neat problem set I decided to transfer from those hmmmm… kind of students. Write, write write write then suddenly a woman which is I think older than me or us entered and ask

*nonverbatim*

ms. :Sino kayo? Architecture student ba kayo? (sounds aggressively)

kami: hindi po

ms. : bat kayo nandito?

kami: hmmm

ms. : lahat ng mga hindi architecture students lumabas

niño: sorry po.

Buti pa si nio nagsorry, bakit kaya dapat kami magsorry? i don’t or can’t see any reason why we should say sorry and besides why she should act that way. It is so unfair that only architecture, nursing and >insert another college who is fully-experiencing airconditioned room or most here< are the only college who can feel the aura of aircon, “anak din kami ng Diyos ikaw nga at parepareho lang naman siguro tayo ng binabayarang tuition.” This has been my question since I entered PLM. I don’t know who are the people behind this but what I only wanted is for everybody to experience equal rights. Hindi ako magpapakaplastic, na oo, mas gusto ko na maghapon kaming nasa aircon kahit na break namin dun pa rin kami kaysa naman dyahe na masyadong mong ineenjoy ang sikat ng araw kasama ang amoy ng iyong kilikili. With this scenario it somehow reflects what’s the administration outside PLM. Kung sino ang malalakas siya ang makaeexperience ng medyo kagandahang buhay at pati na rin ang mga tao under nito. tsk ansaveeeeeeeh.

Too much for that, let them experience that, magpaparaya na kami ajejejeje

Done with the exam and hoping that somehow I can get half of the HPS haha. To unwind ourselves from this baby-hell-week, Joy and I ate at Mcdo but before that we talked regarding the exam and Jason was quite humble for saying “Tangina bagsak ata ako dun haha *smiling face*). At Mcdo with Joy, there’s never a dull moment haha, the “chismax” is always present, the “bully” factor and the “i want >insert something here< && we saw #%^% with one pretty girl and the 2 other girls are history :PP, Joy is hoping that, that girl is not his girlfriend aw.

Before going home we passed by the cyberzone ‘coz Joy will buy new cp on novemberish/decemberish, tereeeeeeey. Then we went our separate ways. I really hate those people who can’t even exert little effort of getting the payment of their countrymen to put in the hand of the driver. Spell APATHETIC Y-O-U! Kung ayaw mag-abot ng bayad mag taxi ka! tsk.

This is one of the most famous blog site in facebook I think and now I’m trying it. I had a hard time creating the URL due to many users and we’re of the same way of thinking regarding random titles. Until it come up to “foodwaterair”, 3 things people really really need. It’s very hard to maintain this like posting everyday, seeing what people posted, re-blogging and stuff things. I will actually open this if I wanted to post something really essential and caught my fingers to type.

Until then. I have to accomplish something which needs mind-focus and patience, Probability and Statistics, ohhh myyyy.